FUCK YOU :) I’m going to do it.

I’m actually really fucking sick of everyone putting me down and frowning upon me. 

My best friend when I tell her I can’t go out because I’m studying- she makes some excuse to make me come out and I always do. 

My parents when I tell them I’m dieting- they think “how long is this going to last”

My teachers- Oh here we go. 

Everyone knowing me as the maccas girl, who works heaps and doesn’t study and eats maccas like an Unhealthy bitch for breakfast lunch and dinner. 

Another friend who said I had put on weight. 

WELL BITCHES I’m not going to tell you all about what I’m going to do.. I’m going out and doing it ! Bite your tongues because I’m telling you now there’s a lot more to come !!! I’ve found my motivation again yes at 12:40am haha. 

Cannot wait for the summer.

No sleep by wiz khalifa will probably sum up my summer :)

- school will be over FOREVER 

- Thailand with my best friend 

- Legally turning 18 

- Getting my RSA + bar tending licence 

- Road trips with le bffls 

- Getting FUCKED UP

And I cannot fucking wait to start speaking to everyone again on a day to day basis, none of this weekend only bullshit. BUT most importantly I cannot wait to be reunited with Mary my baaaaabe ! 

Friends or family? Friends because they’re there for you because they want to not because they have to be.


SOCIETY.

Okay I don’t mean to be an egotistical former Christian. 

But it honestly makes me sick and question the basis of Islam when I see a young girl roughly of the same age as me in public wearing a Hijab followed by the tightest pair of leather jeans and those 10cm heels the youth of today is wearing.

The hijab is an honour, a gift, a sign of Allah protecting you. Yet the youth decide to dismember this and disrespect such a gift by wearing the hijab on their upper body but trying to make their lower half look as affluent as possible.

Myself, I am not a muslim and I know I shouldn’t really be speaking out for muslims or any religion really. 

But it comes down to my morals- if you’re going to do something, honour it. Execute it to the best of your ability. And for the youth filed handful of muslim girls today disrespecting such a gift in that way, well I don’t know what to say really. I totally understand that to wear the hijab or to not is completely up to the individual and the personal relationship they have with Allah.

Words of the Holy Q’ran “And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty; that they should not display their beauty and ornaments except what (must ordinarily) appear thereof; that they should draw their veils over their bosoms except to their husbands, their fathers, their husbands’ fathers, their sons, their husbands’ sons, their brothers or their brothers’ sons, or their sisters’ sons, or their women, or the slaves whom their right hands possess, or male servants free of physical needs, or small children who have no sense of the shame of sex; and that they should not strike their feet in order to draw attention to their hidden ornaments. And O ye Believers! Turn ye all together towards Allah, that ye may attain Bliss.” [Q 24:31]


Bossoms fair enough but ones breasts are in todays society seen as just as affluent as ones ass !